I realize that things in life get busy for lots of people, and inessential things start falling by the wayside. For me, sometimes even essential things start falling by the wayside when I get up to my ears in things to do, as well as STUFF. Ach, the stuff. A lot of times, stuff keeps me from the things I want to do, and right now, since there's no work to speak of on the horizon (which I hope to change, with some help), I'm feeling compelled to clear out the stuff in my life.
In running my own business, the first of the year marks quite a few things. A new fiscal year, new goals, and sometimes, a reinvention of sorts. I've been clearing out the old files, organizing new ones on the computer, and getting my financial ducks in a row for tax time. Ideally, this is the time of year to do all this, since there's not a lot of outside playtime, and not a lot of work-time, either. However, as I've said before, having a child eats up a lot of one's time. Not that it isn't fun, mind you; Mr. Boy is quite the talker, and likes to say funny stuff, and likes to play games. Even still, there's a lot of detritus that has built up in our house over the last 4-ish years we've lived here, specifically in the office. It's been the out-of-the-way hiding spot for us. It's gotten to the point where I really don't like spending time in here. I'm feeling the urge to purge it and start over again. It's been going on alongside another urge to branch out my business and do more kid/family portraiture, since commercial work has been hard to come by lately. But this, of course, means more work to do to get more work: website redesign, marketing, studio space, yadda-yadda-yadda. And it means more money going out than what's coming in right now, which I am desperately trying to avoid, if I can.
I keep feeling this push, though: Am I doing enough? Am I creatively fulfilled? Where is my business going? I miss seeing my work friends. I miss the idea that I can pull in some money to help pay bills. I miss scratching that creative itch.
But enough about business. Boring, boring, boring, right?
In other creative news, a lovely package from
elann.com arrived today:

Worsted-weight superwash wool in Pewter. For what, you may ask? Well, my friends, I shall knit another baby blanket out of this, for our new baby. This new baby will arrive mid-June, and Mr. Boy will have a new brother or sister. (We're not going to find out the gender this time, either.) We are very excited at this prospect here at Casa de Nerd.
In other knitting news, I've taken up some toe-up
Jaywalker socks:


and have made quite a bit of progress on my
Mr. Greenjeans sweater as well:


I've come to grips with the fact that I just need to keep plugging along with it--it's not going to finish itself. Plus, with this sudden surge of baby item knitting (for me and for others), I still feel that I should make it a priority. You know, so I actually have a sweater, made from my own hands, that I actually want to wear. Unlike that other time I knit a sweater for myself.
Ahem.
But for now, it's mostly clearing out the old, and getting in with the new. Forget resolutions. I've got work to do.